Cooking chocolate shocks my stained fingers rich but they're empty once they grasped you but even then they bruised bold like my lips when I flap them at the wrong folks like when I kissed you on fire trying to put out your flame so I could claim your coal as mine stoke it with sex but secure it fine finger the fret that came first to keep from frightful fretting I slip to open to snake into you and I I never had to lie to you no teaser trailer just me just my want water-colour waning moon muttering critiques at me whipping reality reckless justice maybe steel strings drive the rich chocolate like a drunk driver within my ribcage dull that pulse pull prodding and provoking inciting inception of a loosened grip my hands haven't gripped so well in so long but this ache in my head my hands my heart it hurts it just hurts so much more than it mirrored in joy but maybe I just forget the good in my life maybe the makes it easier when I lose it I grip with calloused chocolate chambers loaded with ill thoughts and I tear tear off my steering wheel but even even then the airbag won't go but you did it won't deploy and it needs to it's clotted rorschach blotted and my beat black lip bubbles to a boil like it ought to blurt something anything like I had a say at some point perhaps I did but I'm too sensitive to note these things that coddle my cretin ectype carbon ghosting of a shell of something selfless yawning pitched brogue below a low-verb lake bubbles that bloom from my drowning from my non-negotiable frowning my faulty wiring but I suspect I'm at fault at fault for never finishing first at fault for myself and my frozen efforts even my misdirected meaning my gargantuan intentions rooted outside of greed in my mother's garden sweet potatoes and sweet peas and when I broke from my pod shells out into me I broke the bottle and I broke my brother I broke everything with my razored teeth serrated gravest of sharks I slunk into myself and I'm sinking into me a me that won't agree I'm further than ever from free and you're further than ever from me your teeth trace outlines in my shoulder dulling blades and breaking backs gravest of sharks seeking chocolate stained hearts meet each other only in the densest depths of the dark gravest of sharks meet only in the densest depths of the dark I broke into me